Paul Anthony Spear

TO MY DARLING DAD

darling dad, why did you leave me i hate you for this but love you with all my heart. i miss you more then words can say. you have left a big hole in my heart that will never ever be fulled. what i would give just to have one more minute with you just one last cuddle!!! I never new it would be so hard ever since i was little i always had nightmares of losing you never new it would be this soon. i want to say thankyou for everything you did for us kids you are the best dad anyone could ask for. i miss argueing with you then making up after and having a cuddle with you even though you use to squeeze me so tight my eye balls felt like they was going to pop out. I will never forget you and hopefully if i have children they will know everything about you, the good times. i will try my best to look after elora and melissa and give them the love they are missing for you. love you forever and always princess number one xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

Kayleigh Spear (Daughter)

March 4, 2009

To a darling brother

Dearist Paul,This is your little sis,just a few words to say life is very hard without you.I miss you more than words can say and will always love you.it was the saddest day of my life when we lost you

Joanne Spear (Sister)

March 3, 2009

Don't know where you are mate but I'm sure you'll be laughing, you left a big space and a lot of folk miss ya.
The laughs we had in Ireland, and no, you can't dance, but we had the craic and thats why we went. People ask me where you are and it hurts to tell them.
As you would have said, "take care my friend".
Steve.

Steve Peat

October 1, 2008